hey people...after so long i didnt update my blog. 2 mths i guess. alot of things happened. new work is fine. but tonite i never feel so low as much as tonite. wateva people had said bout me either good or bad.. i never actually care or take it seriously. wateva people sees me in their eyes.. either good or bad.. dun really bother me. but one person. only one person cud bring down all my ego..all my careless.. from being high i can juz go low. how strong his words is cud make me cry all night... cud give a slap on my face.. cud wake me up from my dream. it juz too strong. and it kills me at times. juz his words. he doesnt need to slap me..beat me.. struggle me. juz his words..i cud die from that. right now..im speechless. feeling low..unwanted. guilty.lost and fucked up. that's all people. gd nite.
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