silence..

feeling down.. down...and down......

Insecure.

Step 1
" It is likely that if you are jealous in a relationship, then this is a problem with yourself and not with your partner. Identify why you become jealous. Were you hurt in the past? Were you once neglected by your partner? Are there things about you that you do not like about yourself? What situations trigger this jealousy and what can be done to avoid these situations? Spend an afternoon or evening seriously thinking about these questions. You need to do some soul-searching before you can come to terms with your jealousy."

Step 2
" If you are insecure and this is why you become jealous, then you need to begin feeling happy about who you are. Write down a list of all the things that are great about you. Keep this list as a reference whenever you are feeling insecure."

Step 3
" Next, write a list of all the things that you dislike about yourself. Work to change the things that you dislike about yourself. You want your list to be shorter (fewer things on it) so that you can stop being jealous in a relationship. If you don't love yourself, how do you expect anybody else to? Get healthy, start a hobby, finish a goal. Do the things on your list and you will be a happier person."

Step 4
" Learn how to trust yourself and your partner. Be aware of the powers of the subconscious. If you constantly think that your partner is going to cheat, then this negative energy could be the driving force that actually does cause him or her to eventually cheat. Think positively. If you are not confident that your partner will remain faithful, then this says a lot about both you and your choice in a partner. You should set better standards for yourself and choose someone who you can trust."

hmmmmmm.....Tips for a night.. Night ppls..

Star Struck!

Hey Ppl.. and for sheila hehehe.. yeah ive met siti nurhaliza in airport.. up close and personal wit her.. she was with her hubby.. bought a chloe bag from me(",). she is damn pretty. she came at the wrong time.. me with my selekeh'ness' doing stocks, my shagged face..argh..i dun wish to face her in that kind of look.. of course!. or else i would overshine her... hahah yeah rite! haha.. no one can overshine her.. she so pretty and humble.. very k. Finally my wish came true.. wish to meet her personally and it was a best gift before i leave this company.. haha. Got her signature too..so far this year ive met few star..anil kapoor..he was one hairy man... hehe he's very humble though..i met Farrel (cinta firti actor) dunnoe him actually..saw him when we wanted to depart to Bali in changi airport recently. im not 'cinta firti' fan..Me with my blasts mouth.."eh dia ni sape sey korang ambek gambar ngan dia??" Suprisingly my love naz kenal dia sey!! muahahah that is when ive got to noe he's a star!haha then pasal dia handsome nak ambek gambar jugak lar..cuz all the makcik2 dfs dah bisik2.."eh tu farrel.." hahhaa..then ive met my most and lovely idol..Rossa.. ahhhhhhh... dat was heaven..but dat was on her show not in airport..waited for her to fly off back.. tapi takda.. she shud be in Terminal 1..sad. Last yr in Terminal 3... I met Jackie Chan, Air Supply band, Kris dayanti and Anang, Juliana Banos, Khatijah Ibrahim.. But all those im not interested to take pixies with.. kris dayanti was so snobbish. juliana banos was friendly but she was wit her baby.. so forget it. a few i really wish to meet before i leave.. hahah.. i dun think i will..but u neva noe.. this is the benefit u work in airport.. haha. I missed 'Jun pyo'.( Boys over flower korean drama actor). he was in airport when i off. damn. I wanna meet Agnes Monica and Pasha ungu. hahahhaa. lame..k lar below the pixies.. not much.. but meaningful to me except with farrel..dat one juz for fun (",). dats all people going out later meet my Love! yeah!.

4th Day Kuta.

4th day Kuta was fun. sun tanning, boogie ride, surfing, fake tatooing..and lots more!!

















till the next post for the last day...boring.

3RD DAY (ULUWATU; TANAH LOT; & MORE)

3rd day was all about culture.. alot sight seeing despite the very hot weather. went to uluwatu for their culture park, temple visiting and tanah lot for sunset views..but sad..the sun not really shine.. so not much of sunset to see. But it is really a beautiful place..

























4th day to the next post...

2nd Day (Lovina; Singaraja; Ubud; Legian, Kuta)

Stay one night in Lovina. Boat ride to watch dolphin was draggy as early as 6am... Journey to the deep blue sea was like 45 mins ride.. sea sick..but the view of sunrise in the midle of the sea..was serene.. Dolphins was shy at first.. but after awhile a school of dolphins came to the surface..hard to capture the pics..so managed to take vids only.. they are fast!. saw one dolphin flipped.. action sia..haha. after like 1 hour hunting them..getting tired then back to the shore..shower, relax and then check out headed back to kuta..along the way journey back.. we drop by singaraja for volcano, ubud for shopping, then straight to Kuta. below are the pixies for the 2nd day..












3rd day pixies to the next post(",)